On the Road

Have you ever had a day where you feel useless? A day where regardless of the effort exerted, it’s never enough nor ever good enough and nothing seems to go right?

Well, I’ve felt this way for the last 120 days and it continues in similar fashion. When the puzzle pieces do not fit - nothing seems right. I don’t want to be a downer but seriously, you are reading the diary of a woman on tour and it’s not always going to be glamorous with incredible days off with breathtaking views in exotic lands. Mostly, it’s frustrating, exhausting & chronic bedlam. It’s hotel, venue. Hotel, venue then plane. Jam a 13 hour flight in the middle of the madness and there you are - on tour. I do love the touring life but also loathe it. I find myself starting to disengage; detaching with every passing moment. Pondering if I’ll ever get the last few years of my life back.

Sorry for venting session but this entry has no apex. I currently exist in the abyss and you’re just being dragged along for the ride.

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